What's with the Loooong face?

Winter's coming up! and I for one seem to be the most excited about it. I just am so much more comfortable with myself in the winter. I'm more of a scarf, t-shirt, jacket, boots kinda girl. Most of all I can get my wrap back! yaay!

Speaking of..brings me to the attention of this post..cutting my hair! It will be done this winter, I just dont know how short or in what style. The issue is that this cutting my hair ordeal can either go really good or horribly bad. Reason being: I have a very long ovalish face and pointy nose and short hair is not gonna bring out the best of my features...i think anyways. BUT..we shall see. Some hair cuts im thinkin of...

The Taraji Henson Look:

See now this I could work with..still long enough for a slight pony tail and short enough so where all my damaged hair could be cut off. Also enough length so that my face doesn't look so long.....hmmm...maybe. Looks good on her...

The Ever So Played Out Keri Hilson Look:

Verrrrrrrrry pretty.. Looks amazing on her. But everyone seems to have the exact same long bangs and short bob cut. I think that this would look gr8 on me..but then im walkin around with the same haircut as half of the girls in town. I think mines would fuck around n be better than errbody elses...no conceited shit either..i just know my hair type...

Her make-up looks gr8 by the way

Not sure who these ladies are but they're hair-cuts looks good on them. Not to be funny but Asian ladies look good with really str8 cut bangs and choppy hair. Not to sure if I wanna take it this short on the 1st time but its a thought..but like I said..this can go really bad or really good.
...wish i had the balls to just go n get it cut off lol.

Verbal Blogging...

A verbal blog is an outburst of feelings....just something that you just HAD to say before you exploded...

I had a bad case of verbal bloggin last nite...I found it hard to control myself...but I did just so I had something to blog about today..


And it goes a little something like thissssssssssss.


Dear Feet Bitch,

There is no possible way that you dont know that your feet go outward. You need to be a little more self-conscious. I understand that you might have a little self confidence and that you dont care what ppl say about your feet..but I'm gonna be the one to tell you...that you should. Flats SHOULD NOT be in your closet...especially the reds one you seem to favor so much. They are beginning to become a distraction to my life. For instance, one day I happened to see you coming across the street for the first time...and I just couldnt stop looking at them..I was hypnotized by them; the way they looked like they were turning in oppostie directions of each other...the shit was crazy. I was so hypnotized that I walked CLEAN into the street...and had to dodge in between cars...lookin like a baseball player caught in between second and third base. So for the satisfaction (and safety) of others, please invest in some therapy or something; but some different shoes will do for now.

Thanks a mill.

Dear G. Bay Bay,

I think that you're disgusting looking. No matter how fly your outfits seem to be; it does nothing for your face. The only reason I decided to blog about you and tell the whole world how ridiculously ugly you are is because you have the nerve to have a shitty ass attitude as well. It would be entirely different if you weren't a bitch, but you decide to be; which completely baffles me. How the hell...that should be a rule of life...a moral taught during childhood...SET IN STONE...if you are undoubtedly ugly...you should automatically be nice and friendly. I think if your ugly and then have no personality...you have nothing goin for yourself...am i rite? Maybe not...who cares..my blog. Anyways...switch your attitude or consider plastic surgery bitch.

'Preciate it.

J.Flash,

The same rules and regs apply for you as G.Bay Bay. Keep your mouth closed and a bag over your face.

G'Nite.

If you know these ppl, then you would have no question who I'm talking about and have no objections to the things I've said. Thats the only reason why I feel that I'm not being a mean girl for saying them. I feel that everybody thinks the same things but may be their friends or associates and doesn't wanna say it themselves...this is where I come to rescue.

Stay tuned for other verbal blog entires...well..they're not really verbal..but ya kno wat i mean...

Oh yea...I forgot a person...
Dear Curly Headed, Lite Skinned Lady who waitresses for Croaker Spot,
No matter wat time of the day I come in there, you seem to have an attitude. I dont know if it's personal or you just have a negative outlook on life..but please make sure wen you come to the table that you are friendly; its your fuckin job. Matter fact, dont be friendly...so then I wont feel bad about not tipping your ass. I politely asked you one day why was i charged an extra 50 cent for something and you gon tell me "It's only 50 cent.." BITCH IT'S MY 50 CENT!!! AND IF I DONT WANNA SPEND IT THEN I DONT HAVE TO! You really pissed me off that day...I coulda smacked the shit outta yo ass.

-Yours Truly

Good things don't last 4eva

It's always good in the beginning...but wen will it start shifting from good to ok to bad to worse???
Never i hope.
But is this still the beginning??..cuz things are still going good..great actually.
It's been almost 8 mos we've been doin this thing..and things aint took a turn for the worse yet and I'm hoping that they never will.
But you know how that goes....

What was I thinking?

This purple font color no where near matches this theme. beige maybe? but I think thats hard to see..hmm....ggreeeeeeeeeeennn? or maybe broooooooowwwwwwwwn...yessss...i think brown works just perfectly :)

MEntallY UnstAble

Its official...ive declared myself mentally unstable. and the story begins..
Becuz im so broke.. i have no money for anything...included my addictions...ms.mary jane and mr. nicotine the newport..lmao. I can survive..i shouldnt say survive...makes it seem like i might kill myself..nah phew...aint that serrs. I'm ok w/o mary; i do just fine. But w/o mr.nicotine....boy boy...my minds just seems to stay stuck on the fact that he's no where around the wholllllllllllle day. And there are certains times when a cigarette tastes the best...
1. after a j
2. after a meal
3. after sex
4. wen your anxious
5. wen your stressed
and these are the times when 'I wish I had a cigarette' runs through my mind more then often. One of those times is actually rite now..i just ate...and am very bored...and have no ports...so i blogged about it. lol. No need to worry, I wont steal from anyone to buy a pack or harm myself...but I do find that I go thru these slight withdrawals. They dont involve any throwing up or sweatin..just a slight attitude, a little nail biting, and i seem to be a little more anxious too...i think because my nerves are so bad that a cigarette seems to help a little bit.
Sometimes tho, I find that I didn't want the cigarette at all when i actually do get it. I'll pack(verb) the pack(noun) (that thing that smokers do when they hit the pack up against their hand...yea thats call packing...a little smoking terminology for ya lmao), flip my wish cigarette(a little more knowledge for ya...I flip the first one I touch upside down and that is the last cigarette I smoke. When I do smoke it..i wish..cuz its lucky), and then just hold the cigarette in between my fingers like I'm goin to smoke it but never do. I never notice it, but somebody always asks me "you gon smoke that cigarette anytime soon?" I've come to realize that these cigarettes have an influence on my mental. I mean, i knew they did because if i didnt have any then I would go get some more, proving my addiction...a mental retardation..maybe retardation's a bit much...ummmmm..mental hinder maybe? i mean my mind is hindered aint it? But i found out that my mind just needs to have the satisfaction of knowing that a cigarette is in close proximity when i DO happen to want it...aint that crazy??
And as I sit here behind this desk, I kinda sorta feel a little sorry for myself..my mind actually..because it suffers from this self-inflicted unstability but blogging about is actually making it easier...cuz i can just ramble on and on about cigarettes...hmmm...blog intervention maybe? lol

Offness

I've been off yesterday and today, and I must say..it feels great. I've been a slave for Ramada since I started and it is really starting to take it's toll. I just want to sleep..

AIDS and Thongs

*45% of every dollar bill you have ever owned has been in a stripper's G-string.

-Makes me wanna wash my hands uncontrollably...

*Sharks are immune to all known diseases.

No 6mos testing for them...must be a wonderful life....raw dawwgin it...lmao